Well, As terrible as it has been I haven't written here for sooo long!

So many things have happened to me recently... it's pretty crazy in my life at the moment!

Well first things first i guess. I am no longer going out with Matt. After 4 and a half years with him, we decided to call it quits. We do still talk and hang out, which is good. In fact, we are going to the Prom Queen gig this Tues night.

I am now engaged to a wonderful man named Brendon, who you will have seen in my pictures many times. He was Matt's best friend.

This is him :P Working hard!

I am so lucky to have found him, he loves me so much and only wants to please and look after me, which I find absolutely charming!

I love him to death and he was so cute when he proposed.

He took me out to a fancy French restaurant in the city, prices almost extortionate, and got down on one knee, gave me a little speech and presented me with my ring! So cute.

Of course I said yes straight away! How could I not?!

Here's the ring:

Anyway, I am living with him and two house mates in Windsor Gardens. I love the area and the house, not too keen on the house mates! I'm not used to living with people other than the partner.

I'm not working at the moment, my work stopped giving me shifts and I thought theres no point getting new work if I'm going to England in 2 months.

So Brendon is coming to England with me, which is exciting! I'm looking forward to it. I want him to meet my entire family, and introduce him as my fiancee!

I have purchased and received my wedding dress already. It's so beautiful. I tried it on and didn't want to take it off.

Anyway, thats a bit of an update for you.

Today was a great day. I went down to the river this morning to read my book, and I laid in the sunshine and listened to the birds and the trees and relaxed for the first time in ages. I loved it.

I'm going to go now because I want to tidy the room for my Brendon's arrival home :P

Caroline xxoo